About Me
Hello, and thank you for taking the time to check out my profile, sweetie! :) My name is Stephanie Wayward and i am a mtf trans woman living "full-time" in all my glory! I am a woman who is very confident in who she is, and is an exceptional conversationalist with an exceptional awareness concerning the world in which i live. I am a professional musician/performer, as well as a pro audio chic :) (also of the highly respected sort... lol)... :)
I have never been on here before, sooooo, i'm not entirely sure what to expect... or what to do, really... lol... I really like the concept, as i have always been very open to many different types of relationships. i can be very low maintenance and self-sustaining (but be very needy at the right times when it's mutually very beneficial... lol... ;) ), i love being good company and i love great communication... And if i'm willing to be self-critical (to which i would, of course, say I am not.. lol), then i would say that I have a bit much of a tendency to approach our species' many kinds of humanly personal, intimate communications like a fine art... lol
I am very active in life as i perform music and shows throughout the year with some of the best musicians our area has to offer, as well as having my own sound company and instrument repair (tiny) shop... I have performed from every pub to theaters like the Majestic and venues like Mohegan Sun... I have slowed down a bit because over the years, the toll of working 24/7 and the developing need to transition had finally worn me down to the point of absolute necessity... So i decided to transition, and i have been on HRT since August 2018...
Sooo... i guess you could say i am here because i am tired... I am fully out, and I am absolutely loving my new life, but I'm worn out from my couple decades of constant, constant drive drive drive... I want my man to take care of me... And I, him... I'm a good cook, i love to clean, garden, i'm fabulous with kids, i absolutely adore dogs, cats, and all sorts of furry and not so furry family friends <3 ... And as far as work for myself, I want to keep doing what i'm doing, which is to say, all my performance shows and repairs, but i want to drop everything else and focus on my music, lyrics, studying, and poetry... And i really need to stress here that i am a professional, as i am also composing my first volume for publication... lol...
My goal for transitioning is to fully express my femininity and womanhood through all means at my disposal... I have such a strong and compelling fantasy of recreating myself to my mans' liking... :) That he can emotionally, mentally, physically, and financially support me as i endeavor myself to become the woman that both he and I envision... I'm as comfortable in flats as i am in heels, I am a huge fan of dressing very sensual and sexy, then act accordingly... lol
As for what i'm looking for in you? i'm looking for my anchor; my rock... My life has always been the metaphorical Pooh Bear; passively clinging to the red balloons' string while passively absorbed and entranced by all that i see, only to always always be confused by it all, because none of it has ever made any sense... so, I'm basically a rescue... lol... I want my man to lift me up and support me, no matter in how small of ways... But i guess i kinda would be willing to settle for a man that thinks of me once in a while... (just tongue-in-cheek-, sweetie :) .. lol ) As a lover and a friend, i have always prided myself on being a source of strength, stability, and sweet rejuvenation for my man... Did i mention i'm a cuddler and that i love to be cuddled? lol... Conversely, i am also very happy, willing, and comfortable to either spend the evening in front of the tv watching the game and snacking it up, a night out on the town, or simply enjoy separate personal space away from each other doing whatever it is we do :) Personal space is personal space, and it never needs to be explained...
So, i don't know if this is the correct or proper context to which i have stated my appeal... lol... But, it would seem that if i'm looking to achieve the means unto the end this site suggests, then i am thinking that for now, what i've written here should suffice... Please feel free to message me whatever questions you may have, and feel free to message even if it's to just simply say hello! And if you're still with me reading this at the "now-ending, superfluous, off-the-cuff brain-fart" i just wrote to satisfy the prerequisite of posting here, welllll, you might as well message me ;) lol
My regards & my love,
- Stephanie xo