To be honest I have no clue what I'm looking for. I know i don't know the people I need to know. And I'm trying to meet someone who is willing to be a mentor, sponsor to a single mother. I grew up in a broken home with parents list in addiction. Im NOT GIVING A SOB STORY BEGGING FOR MONEY. I am beyond capable of earning money I just want to know more. I want to learn more and be taught more than how to survive in the sticks of texas. I want my kids to have a chance at knowing a life outside of my family's tradition of nothingness. Money is nice but not the only thing I'm in search of. I have this hunger for growth in knowledge and to be taught how to maintain life and lead my kids towards success and not broken pipes and beer bottles. But that's hard to do when you can't find a way out . And dont know where to start. I'm not trying to get spoiled with 1000 $ hand bags and other pretty bulls+++.
I need to know how to pursue the things that will enable me to secure myself and my future for my family. Someone one who is interested in helping the less fortunate who want to change thier circumstances for the better. I'm so eager to be taught how to abtain discipline. Money management, structure, stability and security. And everything I was never given the chance to learn growing up. I'm not saying that a relationship wont be formed I'm a pretty lovable person by most people I interact with. Im going out on a limb hoping I'll find someone with the time to get to know my situation and start working with me and helping me help myself and help them help themselves.. not a person to be able to fake intimacy so if your just looking for sexual encounters don't bother.
I do have morals.. and I'm trying to improve my life not complicate it with sex.